Sissy's Pastime

It is a big question for me of why do people fall in love and hurt afterwards. why is that? it makes me think crazy because its not good to be hurt. for me i don’t like to be hurt, i don’t like crying because it is a sign of weakness and self pity, i understand that it hurt when you fail for a certain thing but when it comes to LOVE i really don’t get it.

The first time a saw the movie twilight I’ve been amaze by the vampire character, especially when their eyes reflect base on their emotions, and they’re so mysterious because of their eyes. it is so advantage in our time now that we have high technology from making any type of movies most specially horror movies,they can use contact lenses to add the effect. it is so amazing even in our daily lifestyle that we use contact lenses, you mixed and match to the clothes that you wear. when you go to a party or event you will be one of the attraction if you love the attention.Halloween Contact Lensesthis can be use if you love Halloween parties, you can be in whatever character that you like, you can have the eye of the wolf, tiger, mysterious cats eyes, vampire, and even dragon. anything that is available which you can show. for me i would wear the contact that is so scary and make sure that it will never be forgotten. If you love to have your own contact lenses especially for the Halloween event you can visit this site WWW.Halloweencontacts.com I’m so sure you will not regret it and you will be sure to remember..

I’ve been asking myself lately, what is really wrong with me why it so hard for me to find work, i tried so hard to submit many resume, but its been two weeks and still i haven’t receive any call or text messages from those company, i also make sure that all the company that i applied for is that i am qualified. it really frustrate me, it makes me feel that I’m so dumb. i just want to have a work that i am comfortable and happy and its my own hard work to have that job not by connection of others… I’m now being doubtful of my self. i am now full of insecurity and self pity.

After the three months of summer season.. here comes the rain. i think it will take a long time for us to experience this liquid blessing from above.. hehehe. I’m just prying that flood will not distract our country again.. rain is good but dangerous too if its too much.. last year we experience flood.. it really traumatise us Filipinos because some lives have been taken away. some of our farmers suffer because of the flood. i don’t like to experience it again… GOD BLESS US!!!!!!

Its been two weeks since i submitted my application from five different business establishment or company’s here in the Philippines, but i still haven’t receive any text messages or call for interview. and it really worries me and of course it frustrate me. i have to make a new resume and application letter and i will try again to find another job. from that frustration it makes me think that how can i build my dream house if i don’t have a job, since we have the freedom to dream i search for my dream house in the Internet from different websites and magazines. houses really fascinated me. its like your a princess and you wanted to have your own kingdom were you can feel fully fulfilled and contented, you can do whatever you want because its yours.rustic decor one of the idea that comes to my imaginative mind and dreamy senses, i find it very relaxing and fresh.its like you are meditating in your own home. how i wish that someday i can fulfill this dream house. but i have to comeback in the reality that I’m still trying to find a good paying job so that i save money for this dream. as of now i will make this dream as a inspiration.. i know it will take a decade to make this dream into reality. i believe that everything happens unexpectedly. all i have to do is to hope and pray and work hard to fulfill my dream and Goals.PEACE!!!